Sunday, June 30, 2019

Coming Home

Hope everyone is enjoying their day!

For the past month, I've been staying with my dad. Tomorrow I'm will be going back to my mom.



I had a great time spending time with my dad and sisters. I do miss my brother and mom, and I know they miss me too. 

It's kinda weird staying with my dad because I have a routine that I'm used too when I'm at my mom's. 

One example, my mom plays music to start her day. For the first two weeks of being with my dad, I would kinda listen for the music that would come from her room until I realized... I'm at my dad's house. 

I can't wait to see my mom and brother again.

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Sunday, June 23, 2019

The Weird Life

Weird is the first word people would describe me as. I've had experience bullying, because of my "weird" personality. To be honest, I don't mind.

I'm the first person to admit that I'm weird, and that's one of the many things I love about myself. 

In the beginning, I wish I was normal. 

But then I thought. What's so great at being normal. Lots of people are normal and only a small percentage of people are weird.

I guess what I'm trying to say is... just be you. If there are people who don't understand, then forget them. There's always going to be those few people who will. 
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Like me.  I appreciate your uniqueness and weirdness😃😉


Wednesday, June 19, 2019

Writer's Block


Writer's block can happen to anyone and not just authors. It can be a really frustrating moment when you're trying to piece two thoughts together. 

How to get over writer's block?

Take a break from what you're writing. Whenever I'm experiencing writer's block, I would take a break and would switch up my scenery. 

I would even go with my mom and drive around. When I come back, I'm ready to write and know what I want to say.
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Here's a link of some more ways a person can overcome writer's block👍


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Monday, June 17, 2019

College Time!!!

Today, I went on my first Campus Tour! The days leading up to it, I was really excited. I went to Georgia College and State University. It's a public Liberal Arts school located in Milledgeville Georgia.



This is the building where we had to check in and meet with our tour guide.


We're outside their gymnasium



This is the inside of their gym. They also have a rock wall and an indoor track.




This is the West Campus dorms and it's literally a mile from the school. Most of the upperclassmen live here.





We're heading in the Art and Science Department 


Here's the main Campus where most of the classes are.


Our tour guide said if you step over the head then you'll get two semesters added and won't graduate on time.

To be honest the campus kinda gives you a rustic vibe. All the buildings are made from brick and it kinda feels like a small town.

I really enjoyed it and am glad my mom told me about this college. Originally, I wanted to go to Savannah College of Art and Design, but now this school is my first choice!

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Music Monday:Fight Back by Neffex

Happy Music Monday! Today's song is...


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Fight Back by Neffex

This is a song to listen to if you need to get hyped up. It pretty much saying do what you want with your life and don't listen to what people say. 

This song is one of my favorites because I had people who weren't really supportive of what I wanted to do. My dad, for example, he really wants me to be a doctor or nurse because it's more of a safe career choice, but that's not what I really want to do though.

I also have a friend who wants to be an entertainer, but her family is saying that she should choose a safer job since it's not guaranteed that she would be successful. 

If your willing to put in the work for what you want to be whether it's being a rapper or a lawyer you'll always get some form of payback, and I believe the riskier a job may be the higher the payoff.

I know both my dad and her family they just want us to be successful in life and will actually support what we do. People who tell you not to pursue a career that you want, and they're just saying it to bring you down...
 Don't listen to them.

Instead, listen to this song😁






Sunday, June 16, 2019

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day
Happy Father's Day! Hope everyone is spending time with their dads and having a great day!

My dad and I sometimes don't see eye to eye, but I really love him. He tries his best to make sure I'm happy and gives me what I need. In his own little way, he shows he loves and cares about me. He's also the funniest guy I know😂
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Sunday, June 9, 2019

Rainy Days

For the past couple of days, it's been rainy all day. 
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Rain is good for the plants and I even like the sound of rain, it's very soothing.

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However, there are times where I wish the sun would come out. It's not like I don't like the rain, I just don't like getting wet.


I think that's the case with some people. It's not like they dont like the rain, they just don't like getting wet. 




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Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Writing Wednesday: Storytime

Hump day

Happy Hump day! It's  Writing Wednesday and I'll be presenting a short story.

I made this from my own creativity and imagination.  This is a fictional story.


I plan on being an author when I become an adult so feedback is greatly appreciated.
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Enjoy!

*warning: It's pretty dark and edgy*

Death can really change a person. Death is unpredictable. The sad thing is death come to those who don't ask for it. My boyfriend Tyler, he saw death. Death had come and possessed his father.

He made him drag his wife and daughter out of the comfort of their bed, and then took him to Tyler's room and dragged him out of his bed. Again death is unpredictable. To this day no one knows why death took his parents and sister. Maybe it was their time to go. At least that's what everyone told him. 

Tyler was forced to live with his aunt, uncle, and his older cousin Kyle. Ever since the death of his family, he changed for the worst. Before he was sweet and caring, he was the perfect boyfriend. Death changed him. 

At first, I thought the reason for the personality changed was because of grief, but the longer he remained in that state, the more I thought that this wasn't a phase. The more I realized it wasn't normal. I wanted to leave, but I couldn't leave because I cared about my family. 
I cared about AJ.

I remember as the days passed the colder I became. I grew distant from my family and friends. I smiled less and less until a permanent frown found its way to my face. Soon I became bitter and angry, blaming them when really it was my own fault. 

There were moments I had an opening. 

A chance to leave.

But I didn't take it.

I suffered for years until one day Tyler didn't want me anymore. I was boring him he says as he shoved me out in the pouring rain and slammed the door in my face. I walked in the rain, my clothes drenched.  I walked like a zombie back home, staring blankly in the distant. 

I should have been happy, glad that it's over. The nightmare of me dealing with the pain, the neglect, the abuse, the constant reminder that I was nothing. 

Then I realized that I was damaged. Every day I wanted his touch. I miss him. The old him, but he's never coming back. I had to accept it. 

I thought it was over, but it wasn't over. The first two months were...okay. They were better than before, but I still felt empty. I had distanced myself from my family so much that they stopped trying to get me back to my old self. I had spent those two months staying in my room sleeping, only going out to go to school where I had to see him for eight hours. Of course, he doesn't acknowledge my existence. Which surprisingly hurts. A lot. 

Then it started. The death threats, the horrible messages saying he wants me back. But I don't want to go back. 

I don't know what to do anymore. I want to be rid of all the pain, but it's all still there, killing me inside. I want to leave and never come back. The scars will never go away, so I have to go. 

But I can't. 

If I go then he goes. 

I don't want him to go.

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See you on Sunday!


Monday, June 3, 2019

Music Monday: Legends by Juice Wrld


Today is Music Monday! Today's song is Legends by Juice Wrld
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The song is kinda talking about Lil Peep and XXXtentacion. There's a line where it says "This time, it was unexpected. Last time, it was the drugs he was lacing."

X's death was really unexpected while Lil Peep's death was kinda expected since he was using drugs.

While this song may be mainly about Lil Peep and X, it can also be about other fallen legends who went too soon.

It's usually the ones who stand for something that goes down first.

But you know what? Legends never die👊
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Writing Wednesday is this week! Make sure to tune in!




Sunday, June 2, 2019

Being An Older Sister

Happy Sunday everyone!
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If you go to the page titled All About T you will see that I'm the oldest child and have two sisters and a brother.

As you might of guess, I live with my mom and little brother (ten years old), so I don't spend much time with my sisters(ten and five).

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Even though I'm closer to my brother I love them all equally and they all get on my nerves equally as well.
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If you have siblings you understand what I'm going through. There are moments where I wish I was an only child because they can be really annoying.

 It's also stressful being the oldest because you have to set an example for all of them and if they do something wrong then you get in trouble too because you're the oldest and you're suppose to watch them.

However, there are those moments. Those special moments that they show they truly love and care about you. 
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Having siblings and being an only child both have their pros and cons, but at least they make my life interesting, plus my siblings are pretty weird like me😁

Music Monday is tomorrow!

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