Sunday, June 9, 2019

Rainy Days

For the past couple of days, it's been rainy all day. 
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Rain is good for the plants and I even like the sound of rain, it's very soothing.

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However, there are times where I wish the sun would come out. It's not like I don't like the rain, I just don't like getting wet.


I think that's the case with some people. It's not like they dont like the rain, they just don't like getting wet. 




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Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Writing Wednesday: Storytime

Hump day

Happy Hump day! It's  Writing Wednesday and I'll be presenting a short story.

I made this from my own creativity and imagination.  This is a fictional story.


I plan on being an author when I become an adult so feedback is greatly appreciated.
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Enjoy!

*warning: It's pretty dark and edgy*

Death can really change a person. Death is unpredictable. The sad thing is death come to those who don't ask for it. My boyfriend Tyler, he saw death. Death had come and possessed his father.

He made him drag his wife and daughter out of the comfort of their bed, and then took him to Tyler's room and dragged him out of his bed. Again death is unpredictable. To this day no one knows why death took his parents and sister. Maybe it was their time to go. At least that's what everyone told him. 

Tyler was forced to live with his aunt, uncle, and his older cousin Kyle. Ever since the death of his family, he changed for the worst. Before he was sweet and caring, he was the perfect boyfriend. Death changed him. 

At first, I thought the reason for the personality changed was because of grief, but the longer he remained in that state, the more I thought that this wasn't a phase. The more I realized it wasn't normal. I wanted to leave, but I couldn't leave because I cared about my family. 
I cared about AJ.

I remember as the days passed the colder I became. I grew distant from my family and friends. I smiled less and less until a permanent frown found its way to my face. Soon I became bitter and angry, blaming them when really it was my own fault. 

There were moments I had an opening. 

A chance to leave.

But I didn't take it.

I suffered for years until one day Tyler didn't want me anymore. I was boring him he says as he shoved me out in the pouring rain and slammed the door in my face. I walked in the rain, my clothes drenched.  I walked like a zombie back home, staring blankly in the distant. 

I should have been happy, glad that it's over. The nightmare of me dealing with the pain, the neglect, the abuse, the constant reminder that I was nothing. 

Then I realized that I was damaged. Every day I wanted his touch. I miss him. The old him, but he's never coming back. I had to accept it. 

I thought it was over, but it wasn't over. The first two months were...okay. They were better than before, but I still felt empty. I had distanced myself from my family so much that they stopped trying to get me back to my old self. I had spent those two months staying in my room sleeping, only going out to go to school where I had to see him for eight hours. Of course, he doesn't acknowledge my existence. Which surprisingly hurts. A lot. 

Then it started. The death threats, the horrible messages saying he wants me back. But I don't want to go back. 

I don't know what to do anymore. I want to be rid of all the pain, but it's all still there, killing me inside. I want to leave and never come back. The scars will never go away, so I have to go. 

But I can't. 

If I go then he goes. 

I don't want him to go.

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See you on Sunday!


Monday, June 3, 2019

Music Monday: Legends by Juice Wrld


Today is Music Monday! Today's song is Legends by Juice Wrld
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Photo:billboard.com

The song is kinda talking about Lil Peep and XXXtentacion. There's a line where it says "This time, it was unexpected. Last time, it was the drugs he was lacing."

X's death was really unexpected while Lil Peep's death was kinda expected since he was using drugs.

While this song may be mainly about Lil Peep and X, it can also be about other fallen legends who went too soon.

It's usually the ones who stand for something that goes down first.

But you know what? Legends never die👊
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Writing Wednesday is this week! Make sure to tune in!




Sunday, June 2, 2019

Being An Older Sister

Happy Sunday everyone!
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If you go to the page titled All About T you will see that I'm the oldest child and have two sisters and a brother.

As you might of guess, I live with my mom and little brother (ten years old), so I don't spend much time with my sisters(ten and five).

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Even though I'm closer to my brother I love them all equally and they all get on my nerves equally as well.
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If you have siblings you understand what I'm going through. There are moments where I wish I was an only child because they can be really annoying.

 It's also stressful being the oldest because you have to set an example for all of them and if they do something wrong then you get in trouble too because you're the oldest and you're suppose to watch them.

However, there are those moments. Those special moments that they show they truly love and care about you. 
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Having siblings and being an only child both have their pros and cons, but at least they make my life interesting, plus my siblings are pretty weird like me😁

Music Monday is tomorrow!

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Friday, May 31, 2019

Summer Time

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Hey guys! Hope everyone is having a great Friday!






I was offline for a few days because I had finals to take and I've felt a little under the weather. 
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I'm happy to say the I passed with flying colors and feeling a lot better.
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Right now, I'm out of town and spending some time with my dad and my little sisters which is a great way to start my summer.


 I'm thinking of stopping  Fun Fact Fridays. I'm not really into it like I am with Music  Monday and Writing Wednesday. 

If you want me to keep doing it then, of course, let me know and I will continue. 

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I'll see you guys on Sunday!

Sunday, May 12, 2019

Happy Mother's Day!

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Call your mother. Tell her you love her.
Photo: goodmoringquotes.com


Today the day to grab your mother and give her a big hug. They carried you for nine months and brought you in this world. Make this day special for them.

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Tuesday, May 7, 2019

Tunes Tuesday- Superman by Ryan Oakes

Yesterday was supposed to be music Monday, but I was so preoccupied with studying for tests that  I forgot. So we're going to have Tunes Tuesday just this once😃

The song for today is Superman by Ryan Oakes
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Ryan wrote this song to say that he's human too. Just because he's a celebrity it doesn't make him a god nor inhuman. He has feelings too. 

That goes for all celebrities. They're human too just like you. There some celebrities who are special and doing something with their fame while there are others who do not.

 Ten days of school left then I'm done with school.
 At least for two months😎
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Sunday, May 5, 2019

Time

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Hey guys, hope everyone had a great weekend. Today I'll be talking about time.

Time can be a person's greatest friend or enemy. It seems like we have a lot of it, but then there are those moments when time seems to be cut short.

It seems like you don't really notice how fast time can go until we're getting close to adulthood or someone we love is dying.

However, time isn't really short. The more you do the longer it is.
So let's all live long fulfilling lives!
live your best life


 Tomorrow is Music Monday!

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